Sunday, May 29, 2005
it's a Sunday
a lazy sunday... a rainy 1... n i hadn't stepped out of my square room an inch except for breakfast n lunch... i've cooped myself in my room for almost 6 hrs... y? bcos i have to do my speech research n outline... my mood has yet to recover from yesterday's golden melody award... a sad night... a disappointed night... this is e 2nd yr my idol lost e award... hai... tmrw onwards, i'm having ICAs for 3 days... accounts, econs n POM... econs... argh... hope i wun flung it.... on wed i still have to meet e freaking surveyor... dunno abt AIA's wat saving scheme lah... regretted helping him filling up e survey. courting trouble for myself... :(
juz 2 days ago, i thk i have suffered from e 'stresses' n 'curses' of ICAs... woke up early in e morn 3am to puke... arrgh... gross... n now? feeling feverish... 'can i not go for tmrw's ica?' dat's e qn dat keeps pondering in my mind... but e ans is:NO! missing 1 ica wld mean i'm digging my own grave! dat's how serious... but wat if i failed? kneel down n beg e lecturer? ney~ fail, try harder next time... i am now stuck on how to write my speech outline... hai... i've wasted billions of brain cells in racking my brain for ideas... who's gonna compensate my loss?! formal wear,heels... arrgh... my natural enemy... how to walk on heels? dat's e biggest problem... having bad hair day these few days.. arrgh.. everything juz go e wrong way... even my hp n comp... luckily there's 'U' out there as my pillar of support... if time could turn back... hai...
this coming sep will be sg's GMA... will i be going? perhaps! y? cos i want to noe e 1st hand result! i wanna share e 'fun, laughter, peace n joy' wif them! but if they're not attending, neither do i want to go! ha! juz looked at my timetable... i have 3 hrs of break tmrw... juz nice for my last revision b4 going into lecture... wish me luck bah!
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