Wednesday, November 30, 2005
changing mood
changing mood
i was actually going to school happily this morning...
but my mood changed for the worst when the lesson starts...
i was still loading my file when the teacher started teaching...
she didn't even give some time for us to load our files..
after i have succesfully loaded my file,
her lesson was already half-way...
which means, i had missed half the lesson...
she expected us to know everything beforehand...
OMG!!! just my luck...
she said smth which puzzles me...
she said she don't understand why students like to do their work at home when they're given time in school to finish it...
it's the envt...
take me for example...
i can't do my work in school...
i just can't concentrate...
i like the condusive envt in my house...
this is smth which i think teachers should respect students...
the study habit...
if you force a child to the work in school,
what you get will be rubbish...
the child's not putting in effort,
neither do you get what you want...
what for cause sufferings to yourself...
extra....
spoke at : 5:31 PM
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
tired...
tired...
i'm so tired now...
brain drained... hai...
the Microecons test didn't go as smoothly as i thought
came across some 'cold' qns...
like the 'infinite curve'...
think no one would expect it to come out...
ok.... i admit i only browse through this part...
i actually spot my qns...
study hard and smart..haha...
but, you know, sometimes you're caught unexpectedly...
using my notebook now...
did something so silly that i regretted now...
when i plugged in my AC, i'm suppose to detach my batt...
BUT, stupid me went ahead happily plugging AC and forgotten to detach my batt...
wasted one charge... hai...
but nvm... i still have 398 charges... hee...
having lessons tmrw... sian...
then, POM ICA on thurs...
not yet studied.... i hope ms paua's not looking at this... haha...
and i pray that the paper is what i expected...
i'm surprised enough today...
my heart is weak..
can't take too much blow...
learnt so much from ms anne marie today!
she is so knowledgable and good-temper...
don't even know that she's a qualified yoga instructor until today...
cool...
spoke at : 3:50 PM
Monday, November 28, 2005
my notebook!
my notebook!
this is my new notebook!!!
bought just today!!!
but i'm not at all happy...
no particular reason...
perhaps because i'm not looking forward to own one...
it's a FUJITSU...
a light weight of 1.7kg...
bought it for $2,238...
rather cheap huh...
spoke at : 3:25 PM
Sunday, November 27, 2005
*new*
*new*
On your speakers!!! listen to this background song!!!
sooooo good...
this is : Yue4 Gui4 Nv3 Shen2
i'm attracted to this song once i hear the rythem...
SHE made it again... hahaha...
their voices are so magnetic... OMG!!!
many fans have said that this song is very nice...
i'll put in more of their songs after i'm tired of this one... hee...
you better pray i'll be... haha...
a good news... my new cousin will be borned soon...
either tmrw morn or afternoon bah...
if not, on monday... hee...
my aunt is already in hospital waiting for labour...
hee.. can't wait to see this new member... hee...
will denfinitely post his pic here once i've got it... hee...
spoke at : 3:06 PM
Friday, November 25, 2005
can't go
can't go
I don't think i can go for the gathering on saturday le... sob...
i juz gone through my schedule and found out that i have an Econs ICA on mon... and POM ICA on thurs...
plus, i have lots of tutorials to do... argh...
die.. i wish i have 48 hours...
these 2 weeks are so packed...
moreover, i've not fully understood my Econs and POM...
perhaps i'll understand more after i've gone through my note ONE MORE TIME...
argh... my plan was dashed!!!
thought of tanning myself at Sentosa and have fun with them..
but now not!!!!
just Weiting about it..
she said that if i'm not going, she too not going... hai...
feel like i've let her down...
but i've got no choice...i've lots of work waiting for me...
ARGH!!!!!!!!!
spoke at : 3:48 PM
Thursday, November 24, 2005
update
update
woo~ here's an update for 4e1!
we are meeting at 2pm this coming Saturday at HarbourFront ctrl station.
gotta spend the lovely evening at Sentosa.
i'm not sure who is going yet...
Ah Liao will confirm with me tmrw...
but, Weiting and I are definitely to be there...
mm.... i'll try to get good shots and post it here... hee...
teachers are most likely not called for this gathering...
so don't worry... can play as crazy as possible... hahahaha!
spoke at : 3:40 PM
cold
cold
woo~ it's soooo cold these few days...
keep raining... *shiver*
wearing jacket in school almost for whole day..
have to go back to school later...
for the OPTION DAY brief.. i guess...
i'm quite lazy to go back...
today's actually a free day for us... cos no lesson...
AND! S.H.E calling from Taiwan tp YES 933 at 2.30pm.. hee...
but i'll be in school by that time...
thankfully, there's a gadget on Earth which call: mp3 player...
i'm so inconsistent on blogging these few days... hai...
sorry about that... hee..
spoke at : 4:02 AM
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
guess what?
guess what?
i saw Ms Khong on MRT this evening...
didn't acknowledge her...
cos not that familiar with her... hee...
then on LRT saw another familiar face.. from SKSS too...
think he's from 4e3...
don't like him... hee..
had the logest chat with Weiting and Ah Kat...
just before my lesson began...
i chatted all the way from my lunch in South Canteen to my lecture room... haha... it's so far away... keke...
the 3 of us are really gossipers... professional... haha...
we gossip about someone else...
whom name shall not be mention... hee...
Weiting said she'll be going to te gathering this Saturday!
oh ya! btw, 4e1 guys, if you are reading this, please be informed that the gathering is shelved to this coming Saturday, 26/11/05 at Sentosa.
the meeting place and time will be updated by Felicia. see you guys there!
spoke at : 12:27 PM
Sunday, November 20, 2005
accomplishing
accomplishing
i feel so accomplishing on Thurs...
i have finally read my article in front of the class.
not that i'm afraid of facing the audience.
i'm not afraid of standing in front speaking to people...
but bcos i had cried out last Thurs.
that's the first time i lost control of myself.
cos i had linked that article to my grandfather.
the whole class was shocked...
i had tried to con't but i can't... hai...
what a failure.
but! i've made it on Thurs.
Shir was so afraid that i might cry again. haha...
i didn't...
i have to admit that my eyes are watery lah...
keke...
still doing my work now... hai...
spoke at : 7:50 AM
Saturday, November 19, 2005
my day!
my day!
Haha! that's the pic we took at Kovan today!
my eyes are soooo small...
my lessons ended early today.
supposed to meet them in the afternoon for movie...
since i'm free earlier, i was called down by Ah Kat (2nd pic: front row; the one in black shirt right under me!) using both SMS and calling... haha...
she knows that i'll dilly-dally... haha...
i haven't seen her for so long!!!
yet, we have so much talk to about...
feel like we were back to sec school days... keke...
Harry Potter is great! really...
the theatre was full...
not a single seat is empty...
there's one scene that really gave me a scare... haha...
won't tell it here... if you want to know, go watch it! ;P
my heart was beating fast through out the show...
esp when Harry was fighting with the Dragon...
smth amazing and 'shocking' happened in school.
cos we are having stats ICA in one of the comp labs...
when our time's up, another class came in...
i was busy packing up my bag until i heard Shir calling out my name(we were seated at the back)
thought Lynn made fun of her again.
until i walked to front then i realise Ms Paua is the teacher for the next class...
why am i shocked?
cos, just this morning, Shir was hoping that we won't see Ms Paua again in school...
we had met her consecutively this week... exp Wed( no lesson).
Haha!
Oh ya! before i forget!
Didi, i went movies with my gal-friends. not guy wor~
hahahaha...
P.S:notice i'm posting a long one? cos i've not blogged for the last 48 hours... take it as a compensation.hee...
spoke at : 2:45 PM
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
4e1 gathering
4e1 gathering
received a message from Ah Hua saying that there'll be a class gathering for 4e1 next friday at Sentosa...
wohoo~ finally... haha...
but! i've got lessons on that day...
and they had planned to meet at Harbourfront at 2pm...
BUT, my lesson ends at 2pm too!
how... should i go? should i not?
i miss them so much...
or shall i go at the late evening?
hai... i'm stuck...
met Ms Paua (my Marketing lecture-cum-tutor) again today at the corridor... i'm met her 2 days in a row..
and i'm seeing her on thurs for a straight 4 hrs.. haha...
anyway, she's a fun teacher... haha..
spoke at : 3:02 PM
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
in school...
in school...
i'm in school now.
i'm left with 3 mins to do this posting.. hee...
so i'll make it sweet and simple....
gonna have a MS word test tmrw... so nervous...
can't practice at home...
cos my home edition MS word is year 2000...
but my test is using 2002... hai...
so sad... oh! it's 5pm! gotta go! 3 mins passed so fast...
tata!
spoke at : 9:00 AM
Sunday, November 13, 2005
hacked!
hacked!
my MSN account was hacked!
how did i find out?
first, whenever i sign in my MSN, it'll say :
"You've signed in in another computer"
next, ah hua told me that i behaved strangely ytd...
she greeted 'me' but i replied: "wat?"
that's not the usual me.
Furthermore, i was appearing as offline the whole night!
i didn't even chat with anyone.
I was watching my clips!!!
who could the person be?
who on earth would be able to break my 10-odd character password??
DON'T LET ME KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!
I'LL TEAR YOU APART!!!!
YOU'RE GIVING ME TROUBLE AND COURTING DEATH!!!!!
spoke at : 3:29 PM
Thursday, November 10, 2005
*HOT*!!!!!
*HOT*!!!!!
the song u listening now is S.H.E's new song 'Bu Xiang Zhang Da'...
nice?
familiar?
but.. it's a Hong Kong radio version...
that's why u can hear a guy's voice...
i'll ask the person to upload a clearer version... hee...
i love this song very much...
got the lastest news...
Jay Chou will be the director for this MV!!!
wanted to see how he'll film this song... hee...
spoke at : 12:44 PM
a scare
a scare
Did i give anyone a scare?
don't worry...
it's their latest style...
in conjunction to their new song: don't wish to grow up (bu xiang zhang da)
Note: their outfit and eye colour are exactly the same as the doll in their individual hands!!!
spoke at : 11:46 AM
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
a turn
a turn
my mood took a turn at 10pm.. why?
i have saved a stupid file and caused myself caught in a dilemma..
it had caused a virus attack to my computer!!!
but it's not a downloaded one...
it's my homework!!!!
i have tried restoring it 2 times.. but the stupid file is still there!!!
then, i have no choice but to recover my whole system...
and there goes my MSN and some programs...
hai...
i was so vexed that i cried quite bitterly in my room...
and i have lots of homework to do,
the deadline will be today 5pm!!!!!
not that i'm lazy,
i just received the information on the submission details and homework details yesterday only!
i'm so helpless now...
daddy's not even at home to help me... argh!!!!
i've even banged the wall in frustration!
i think i'm already at the brim of depression le...
HELP!!!!
spoke at : 5:47 PM
in school now
in school now
I'm in school now...
not that i'm not listening to teacher...
the teacher walked out of us...
we had somehow made the teacher angry...
not our fault...
she didn't tell us we have to bring our textbook...
and we ended up with only 1 person out of 29 students...
we are still not used to bringing textbook...
this is because last semester,
we don't have to bring textbook at all...
if not, the teacher would inform us personally...
hai... it's hard to be a student these days...
spoke at : 4:04 AM
Sunday, November 06, 2005
where is Kaiting?
finding Kaiting
Where is the impatient girl with the crankiest idea?
She's lost.
Where is the girl whom her friends are afraid of whenever she blows up?
She's vanished.
Where is the girl who people around have an impression that she's strong and firm?
She's gone.
Where is Kaiting?
The old Kaiting.
Nobody knows.
Friends who have known me would have realise that I've changed.
For the better or worst, I don't know.
I would usually flare up when something sparked my anger TNT.
But not this time.
I have kept almost everything that was done by somebody else to myself.
I know it's unhealthy.
But I have my reasons.
I don't want to give pressure.
But who knows this reason?
Nobody.
Instead, after suppressing for so long, there bound a day for it to 'explode'.
This will be the time when I'll be seen as the petty one around.
Because I don't want to give pressure to anyone, I 'swallowed' it down myself.
I don't want this to continue anymore.
I want myself back.
Return me my body and soul.
I want the cheerful, cranky,happy-go-lucky- little girl back!
spoke at : 5:58 PM
Saturday, November 05, 2005
Thanks Ah Hua!
Thanks Ah Hua!
having a MSN chat with Ah hua now...
i'm so touch by her!
she said these:
"hehe... anyway when u always not in good mood there'll be a victim for u to hit.. so this time i wont fight back... "
i had showed her a couple of bashing emoticons...
she made me really want to cry...
thanks so much, Ah hua...
you're always there when i needed you the most!
you're really my best friend!!!
Friends forever!
*cheers*
spoke at : 5:03 PM
Being Duped
Being Duped
I have a very strong feeling that i was duped today.
Why?
as you know, i live in SK...
it's rather hard for me to go places that's too far...
not to mention Woodlands...
and today, because Qiyin suggested we go Causeway Point for Pastamania,
not wanting to be a spoilspot, i went...
BUT! when the train reaches Sembawang, Qiyin and Yongwee got off!!!
WHAT'S HAPPENING?
didn't we agree to have lunch at CWP?
Shir and i were dazed at the behaviour...
ISN'T SHE THE ONE WHO SUGGESTED?
Nonetheless, Shir and I still went ahead...
we have a feeling of being duped...
Shir was so sorry that i have to go back to SK...
she knows how long i have to take to go home...
To Shir: You don't owe me any apology
we both need an explanation.
i hope both of them can see this...
let them know how we feel with their behaviour
Am i losing a friend, i don't know...
time will tell...
Don't you agree?
spoke at : 12:52 PM
Thursday, November 03, 2005
ah gong
ah gong
Haha... looked so stupid...thanks to my cousin who took this candid shot...
i wonder who cut her hair...
i wonder who cut her hair...
should be her mum...
wahahahaha!
spoke at : 4:16 AM
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
badly disheartened!
badly disheartened!
just received a confirmation that S.H.E will be having their concert at Genting next year, 6/1/05... or on th 7th...
worst of all, i'll be there until 1/1/06...
just a few days away only!!!!
the chance just brush pass me...
so sad...
i'm thinking of asking my dad to postphone the holidays...
if not, we'll go up there on fri...
then stay overnight for 1 day...
then we'll be able to watch the concert...
i really hope i can go...
but by this time, our hols has ended.. we have to go back to school...
ARGH!!!! sickening...
spoke at : 7:45 AM