finding Kaiting
Where is the impatient girl with the crankiest idea?
She's lost.
Where is the girl whom her friends are afraid of whenever she blows up?
She's vanished.
Where is the girl who people around have an impression that she's strong and firm?
She's gone.
Where is Kaiting?
The old Kaiting.
Nobody knows.
Friends who have known me would have realise that I've changed.
For the better or worst, I don't know.
I would usually flare up when something sparked my anger TNT.
But not this time.
I have kept almost everything that was done by somebody else to myself.
I know it's unhealthy.
But I have my reasons.
I don't want to give pressure.
But who knows this reason?
Nobody.
Instead, after suppressing for so long, there bound a day for it to 'explode'.
This will be the time when I'll be seen as the petty one around.
Because I don't want to give pressure to anyone, I 'swallowed' it down myself.
I don't want this to continue anymore.
I want myself back.
Return me my body and soul.
I want the cheerful, cranky,happy-go-lucky- little girl back!