Monday, July 04, 2005
how my feelings change...
i did smth which i had not done for a long time today... flaring up... my temper has been in control... n i try not to lose it... unless i'm really pissed off... i got angry in e 1st pl... but den it turned to disappointment... bad news r like huge waves hitting on me... non-stop...
things r not done as wat it shd be... only when we need it do we find out dat it's not done... n today's e deadline... i'm not a perfectionist... i admit... i'm also lazy... but wat i ask for is juz e minimum requirement... izzit too much? i feel so helpless, useless n lost... i failed to get my grpmates down to work... today is definitely not my day...
juz got to noe smth from mummy... yu en is in hospital now... running a high temp... 40 degree... i wonder how is she now? will she be admitted into hospital? i dunno...
spoke at : 11:21 PM