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Saturday, September 17, 2005

sick (in the mind)

sick (in the mind)

Had a chat with my sis during the commercial break...

got to know everything that's happening in school.

what i'm going to say would sound nasty.

I had went back to school in Aug.

Glad to see familiar faces around.

But there's something which i find myself uncomfortable with.

the environment.

the same place where i had spent 4 years in.

i find myself in a total strange place.

a place i've never known before.

the sense of belonging-ness had gone.

why did this happen?

a change in the Figurehead perhaps.

A Manager may not be a good Leader;

A Leader may not be a good Manager.

this sentence is absolutely true for this case.

i heard that cameras were installed in canteen...

is it fun watching people eating?

what if the person you watching puke?

isn't it disgusting?

i believe the staffs there are facing a high pressure, are you?

staffs are leaving one by one...

for what reason, i don't know.

would there be a time when i go back one day and were greeted by strangers?

perhaps.

Does fame really matter?

could it be our fault for setting a low result last year?

i don't know.

1 thing for sure, the enjoyed freedom was lost.

totally lost.

it takes 6 years to build up a reputation and respect.

but it takes only 1 day to tarnish everything.

i'm not sure about the fame.

but the respect is a definite.

take me for example.

i love the school very much LAST TIME.

but it's sad to say: I'm not now.

what made me say that?

the management rule set by the top person.

whoever the person is.

i'm utterly disappointed.

spoke at : 3:17 PM