lost control
i admit...
i've lost control this afternoon...
i was really depressed...
suffered a great blow...
no words can describe how i'm feeling now...
especially when i know the truth...
someone knows my meaning
when i asked "WHY?"
i feel a sense of betrayal...
why did it turn out to be like this...
it's off my prediction...
i wish i'm dreaming...
when i wake up tmrw
i hope everything's that happened
will be gone...
i'm not Harry Potter
i can't use Expecto Petrolum
to chase the Dementors away..
neither am i Dumbledore
i'm fighting against Voldemort now...
ARGH!!!