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Monday, September 18, 2006

solemn

solemn

the atmosphere was so solemn...

it was unlike the crappy and bubbly feeling...

perhaps because i'm the cause of it...

for the first time

that kind of expression appeared...

don't think i don't know anything...

just that i don't expose them out...

i keep everything to myself...

clowns... that's a very sad thing...

is there really a difference between us and them?

at least i know i'm not one of them...

calling it quit?

don't ever harbour that thought...

it'd be too wasteful...

i know the whole behaviour have been contaminated...

i have sensed that too...

i don't dare to say you are the one inspired me

perhaps i would say when it's time...

but the only one who know what i wanna be is you...

i've kept it to myself...

i can sense the reluctance of leaving

as well as the sadness inside...

i found out so much and i gained a lot...

it's something i can't learn from books...

all these come from experience...

perhaps i should really reconsider it...

i have plenty of time...

bubbly is only the shield... solemn is the real armour

that is exactly same as me...

Yi Xiang actually asked me why am i so cheerful...

i'm not cheerful... i just good at concealing...

perhaps you are same as me...

but don't think i can't sense it even a smile was put on...

no worries...

it's always be kept between you and me

as promised!

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