a week
can't believe i can survive without blogging for a week...
a lot of things happened
within this faithful week...
i underwent a lot of stress
and am going through it now...
seems like it's more stressful than facing exams...
this stress is mentally...
and it's coming from all sides...
i need co-operations from all people...
as well as the trust needed...
do flaws look better than perfect???
i know crediting is very impt...
but during crediting, must there be an insult...
everything that i do seems to be wrong...
sandwich is not a good feeling...
especially between authority and good working evironment...
i have to sacrifice one...
should i sacrifice myself to fulfill harmony
or should i destroy the harmonious party
and sees every one as strangers
where no relationship is be built
in fact, i shouldn't mingle too well with them...
but i have one thing to say:
I AM HUMAN TOO!!!!
I WANT MY LIFE!!!!