Monday, February 27, 2006
darkest secrets
darkest secrets
my diary... keke...
here's a snapshot of what i wrotesurprised that it's in Chinese? haha
see if you can make out what i wrote
since i blurred it...
hee...
the book contained my darkest secrets
who i hate
and everything about my inner self...
haha...
tempted to look what i wrote in the entire book?
no way!
and don't you even harbour the thought
of coming my house take a look...
it's in safe hands now... wahahaha!
it's in safe hands now... wahahaha!
spoke at : 6:01 PM
my boy
my boy
this pic is so cute!!! so chubby!!!
spoke at : 5:35 PM
why bother?
why bother?
why bother to come online
purposely to blog?
when i can sleep soundly on my cosy bed
because i care
i'm rather disturbed by certain things
i'm a typical type 'O' Aries
which gives me the traits
of ideas and leadership
but that doesn't mean
everything should fall on the last person!
plans were made
mouths are shut
is it gonna buried with the dead
if no one's gonna unearth it?
not the first time
tombs were raided some time ago
but they are buried once more
back to the original place
who's gonna unearth the treasure
underground?
no one.
'cos, no one actually bother.
planner ran away with blueprint
together with the mouth
partners left strangled by the time
no news from the planner
gone forever.
is this the ending?
definitely not,
for there're more ahead.
one thing for sure,
trustworthiness is violated
responsibility is also fading
who is the tomb raider this time?
could it be me?
why bother?
spoke at : 1:51 AM
Saturday, February 25, 2006
crazily submerged
crazily submerged
i'm crazily indulge in
Maple Story again...
poceeding to level 26!!!
ok.. i know...
i'm slow... haha
but schoolwork comes first! keke
Ah Kst's b'day has past...
who's coming next?
Weiting's!!!!
what should i get for her?
she has everything she needed...
mm...
think i better get her out
and let her choose her own present...
isn't it better?
she gets a choice
and i don't have to worry
whether it suits her... keke...
after hers would be
Missy Tey's!!!
then, MINE!!!! yeah!!!
i'm getting older...
oh gosh!
sometimes people just
don't wish to grow up...
i want to be in kindergarden!!!
where there's playtime and video time!
hai...
Once Upon A Time...
spoke at : 11:46 PM
Friday, February 24, 2006
fate?
fate?
could it be fate?
or is it destiny?
thought of possessing have seem to be faded
wanted to have taste of it
but luck doesn't seem to be at my side
'keeping a distance' is running in
the blood stream
thinking and guessing game is going on
or is it a one-sided, bias thinking?
will there be an ending?
i don't know...
spoke at : 8:54 PM
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Albert Teoh
Albert Teoh
<br>this is the man who nearly
got my sister into depression!!!
this kind of teacher should be condemn!!!
so what if my sister's maths is weak?
does it give you the chance
to ask her give up maths
indirectly say she's a goner?!!!
like what is said in "I Not Stupid Too":
"如果说我们烂，你是我们的老师
你有没有想过，是谁让我们烂的！"
i have never seen any teacher
go into class teaching nothing!
my dad is so angry now...
why is he still here?
3 years ago he told us he's leaving...
3 years later, he's still here!
i'm free after tmrw...
i don't mind going to school
to see the FT...
my sister is under so much stress now...
it's her 'O' levels year now...
i don't wish to any other
CREATURE
to disturb her
she faces problems in her project work...
members push everything to her
just because she's the leader...
free-riders take advantage of it...
i'm not afraid to name them...
GUAN HAO and FAN NING
these are the 2 fellows...
just like what i faced during project work
how i counter this person?
thank God there's a thing call
"Peer Evaluation" in school
this is where i can get back...
don't think i don't know how much
each person has worked...
i have everything in my eyes
it's just that i didn't expose you
that's my character as an Aries.
she now faces a 10-hour detention
my dad asks her not to go...
yes, i admit that she violated the school rules...
but doesn't mean such a long hour of detention
should be implemented...
this is not a military camp...
teenagers are like a string with 2 ends pulled
if both sides are pulling hard,
the string bound to snap
why not let abit loose on both sides?
wouldn't it be a happy ending?
if the situation is getting worse,
i have no choice but to see the leader
but i don't wish to see him...
not as efficient as the previous
i'm not saying he's worthless...
get what i'm trying to say?
*wink*
spoke at : 10:58 PM
do i?
do i?
have the courage to say
what's underlying in my heart?
it's the biggest secret i have...
don't ask me what it is...
since i said it's a SECRET!
wahahaha!
i've actually let the cat out abit ytd...
but in a joking tone of course...
this is smth which i treasure
and it's smth special
only me, myself and i knows about it...
keke...
in time to know
spoke at : 8:09 PM
prepared
prepared
i'm prepared to see my sister's
teacher anytime
and also prepared to
have an arguement with him
hai...
was so angry when i know
my sis have to pay back 28 hours of
detention should she miss her CCA...
atrocious
also, they don't care if you're having
supplementary lessons or not...
unreasonable...
who's gonna answer when she retains?
bad management!
this is the 3rd time i criticise
they always force their thinkings on the students...
they never know what the students want...
ear studs too!
what does it mean by a pair?
it means 2! isn't it...
what if there 2 ear studs with different designs?
does it consider as a pair?
DEFINITELY!!!
next time,
PLS BE SPECIFIC IN THE SCHOOL RULES!
we, as the students don't know
what the TOP PERSON is thinking about...
spoke at : 7:51 PM
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
cooling
cooling
my 3rd paper tmrw..
the one which i don't have enough confidence on..
i've even told the lecturer about it...
hai...
but still i gonna give the best i can
it's show time!
spoke at : 10:42 PM
Monday, February 20, 2006
headache
headache
having a sever headache now
so painful!!!
had medication...
Micro is over today!!!
just a 2-hour exam...
but it's enough to have me struggle
with all the facts and details
i've read over the past 1 week!
had headache half-way through the exam...
nearly fainted half way...
tmrw's Accounts!
wish me luck!
(^.^)
spoke at : 2:49 PM
Friday, February 17, 2006
ah beng and big boss woman!
ah beng and big boss woman!
an affair of
the runner and the Boss's woman!!!
they were caught staying in an
apartment in Tampines
for the whole morning
during CNY
from the people around them
it's seen that they're getting close
for the past few years
many had seen them together
most of the time in the apartment
it's believed that it's the place
where they have their meetings
the Boss has come to know this
both of them are now
been hunted by the other runners
this is the first time ever
runner elope with the Boss's woman
this has created a commotion
in the society
many brothers couldn't believe
that this has happened
many reporters are eyeing for the
report value
papers are vying for a full coverage of this issue
it is believed that they have escaped to
Milan, Italy
they are still on the run
if anyone sees them,
pls contact NOSEY WEEKLY!!!
reported by:
Paparazzi Piticatz
spoke at : 9:29 PM
catty?
catty?
soon, i'll have to let my tortoises off...
after they've finish their feed
they're way too big to be kept at home...
next, i'll have to think of
what to keep in my house...
a kitten?
persian?
or a guinea pig?
a hamster?
a pup?
chinchilla?
a very headache problem...
hai... i'll leave thet problem
after my exams... hai...
spoke at : 2:55 PM
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
descriptive
descriptive
<br>floating figures can be seen
along the corridors
resistance to yummies
is very low
bloating and puffing
is the consequence
absorption like a sponge
for good.
shoving of coolie
is present
robbing of till
tipping for fill
running from bill
and getting on my heels!
it ryhmes!!!hahaha!!!
spoke at : 10:49 PM
should i?
should i?
recalling what Auntie Meilian
had told me last saturday..
we were chatting my studies now...
i was telling her that there're
lots to study for my course..
she then recommend me to
go Australia, if not, US to further
my studies after Poly...
she's kinds hinting me not to go
to U here...
truely speaking,
i've thought of going Australia for studies
and the perfect place would be
Melbourne...
i've also thought of US
but US is just tooooo far away from
Singapore...
it'll take me long long time to
come back home...
keke...
whether if i'm going overseas for studies or not,
i'll take the alternatives
into serious consideration
perhaps you may see me
disappearing from here
2 years down the road...
who knows?
spoke at : 10:20 PM
Monday, February 13, 2006
toothache
toothache
having a toothache now..
not really painful...
but just irritated...
must be the cause of getting angry
these few days...
some idiotic people do exist...
causing obstruction to happiness
will i be happier without you...
definitely...
every action, every word
just irritate you
like a sand in a clam...
hai...
just vanish bah...
stop loitering around in mortal world...
you don't belong here...
Demon...
spoke at : 10:35 PM
C'est Si Bon
C'est Si Bon
C'est Si C'est Si Bon!!!
my whole body's swaying
and moving with the rythum..
woohoo~
having headache just now
i'm buried under tons of worksheets
i did the questions till
i've forgotten the method of doing them... OMG!!!
hahaha!
spoke at : 8:18 PM
driving train
driving train
what am i doing here during this hours?
well... i'm actually doing my work now...
keke...
hardworking huh... keke...
in 2 days time,
Valentine's coming!!!
yeah!!!
but i'm spending my time at home
STUDYING!!!!
a very meaningful season... keke
guys...
if you like a girl,
tell her your thoughts during this day...
i'm sure she'll agree for a date or what...
may not be telling face to face
a SMS will do... if you are shy...
kekeke...
BUT! provided she's still single lah...
it's not good to be a 2-timer
or snatching friend's girl/ boy...
hate 2-timers...
be it going out with 2 girls/boys at the same time
or is it just the thought of liking another girl/boys...
it's simply unethnic...
IT'S A LOVING SEASON!!!
ENJOY!!!
spoke at : 12:15 AM
burning
burning
had a sumptious and nutritious dinner ytd...
a total of 9 course was served
we were split into 2 tables...
too many people... wahahaha
and towards the end of e course,
we were shouting "Oh No!!!"
our stomachs nearly burst from the eatings
wahahahaha!
i was rather tipsy ytd...
had beer... wahahaha
half a bottle of Tiger down my stomach...
i shouldn't be tipsy...
i'm a good drinker...
but..
cos i had it with empty stomach,
i nearly fell asleep... wahahaha!
saw Boy Boy today...
he's so cute...
i wonder...
how can babies grow fat by drinking milk?
isn't it amazing??
he's getting more and more chubby...
and more and more heavy... wahahaha!
spoke at : 12:04 AM
Saturday, February 11, 2006
yu sheng
yu sheng
off for yu Sheng again!this the 2nd time during new year...
grandma's birthday today!!!
wahahaha!
get to see my cousins again!!!
wahahaha!
celebrating at a 'ulu' restaurant
that serves Fuzhou dishes...
wonder how the taste would be like...
keke...
going off soon..
tata!
spoke at : 4:46 PM
Friday, February 10, 2006
should there?
should there?
1. be a place to teach people manners?
2. be caning for rude people?
3. be punishment for stuck up people?
4. be someone who don't need to be respected?
knuckles have been resting for quite some time
no one knows when they'll
enter the scene again.
urge of exercising them has been around
pampered.
that's the only word to describe
lonely.
is another word to describe the selfishness
the selfishness has been building up since birth
thoughfulness is not seen
appraiser is given to due to
the lack of interaction
every observation is so
superficial
only true interaction will you know about
the actual behaviour
spoke at : 8:56 PM
Weiting
Weiting
she gave me a shock just now
when she sms-ed me about her result
not good at all...
and expressed that
"i go die liao"
my heart skipped a beat!
for the first time,
i sms-ed within 3 seconds
with the word:
"Cannot!!!"
a optimistic girl would have this thinking
it really shock me...
thank God i have a strong heart!
spoke at : 8:21 PM
puzzled
puzzled
truth is out
mysteries unsolved
confidential evidence kept in
one corner
my feelings are trapped in another
wild thoughts have been running in my mind
plans of being a detective
crept from the back of the brain
judge's decision finalised.
members of jury cast their votes
accused set free...
minority goes with the majority
trying all means to crack the case...
behaving like a pink panther...
should there be a day
where mysteries unsolve by itself
NEVER!!!
for it'll always be buried under the
tombs of mummies
victims suffered from the verdict...
stressed. depressed.
accused at loose to harm
who's gonna suffer?
YOU!
put yourself in others' shoes
you wouldn't want yourself to be robbed...
do you?
so, stop being a thief!!!!!!!
spoke at : 12:06 PM
Thursday, February 09, 2006
lost control
lost control
i admit...
i've lost control this afternoon...
i was really depressed...
suffered a great blow...
no words can describe how i'm feeling now...
especially when i know the truth...
someone knows my meaning
when i asked "WHY?"
i feel a sense of betrayal...
why did it turn out to be like this...
it's off my prediction...
i wish i'm dreaming...
when i wake up tmrw
i hope everything's that happened
will be gone...
i'm not Harry Potter
i can't use Expecto Petrolum
to chase the Dementors away..
neither am i Dumbledore
i'm fighting against Voldemort now...
ARGH!!!
spoke at : 8:18 PM
conscience
conscience
where has it gone to?
adhering to other's success
and efforts.
taking everything for granted
advantages were taken away...
at the end of the day
claiming what's not belonging to you...
wearing people's hat
hard work had paid off...
everyone sees the pain...
setbacks were faced by all..
EXCEPT for one...
the faithful one...
worst of all,
thinking that that's what should be deserved!!!
OVER MY DEAD BODY!!!!
confrontation was made
to the executor...
clarification was also given...
accepted.
lost in the number of votes
and the size of numerical digits...
blind awards were given...
it's not out of sympathy
or any string of feelings
get this right into the head!
it's a fair game...
you deserve what you valued
it is the game in society!
oh ya! you don't belong to this society!
why must you appear and
disrupt my life??!!!
please do a good deed for me...
just vanish from this world!!!!!
PLEASE!!!!
i am so hurt now...
leave me alone....
spoke at : 4:24 PM
守株待兔
守株待兔
今天心情较差
突如其来的祸福
令我招架不住
整颗心顿时凉了起来
老天真爱捉弄人
羞耻心还没作祟
隐约的兴奋和妒嫉
可以被感受到
不必有这种感觉
你不赔!
瞎子摸象这句话很对
多么想拨通电话
改变结局
守株待兔的人
怎么会和勤劳的人
平起平坐呢?
但是老天让它发生了
人格受侮辱
努力被推翻
spoke at : 4:00 PM
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
addressing
addressing
addressings have changed to a
general term...
positions of elders have also changed...
nobody who has alter them
a strong sense of separation
have been noticed
is it done on purpose
or unintentionally?
nobody knows...
one thing for sure...
someone's out there is scheming...
the true colours are seen through
there's no way to hide...
more than 10 people has witnessed it
1 year ago...
a competition in acting has long gone...
many were buried from the truth for decades...
rumours of ill-treating were also heard...
i believed they're true
whatever you are doing,
God's looking.
spoke at : 5:45 PM
Saturday, February 04, 2006
achievements
achievements
saw a contact's nick in msn which ask himself
what achievements has he made throughout his life
it made me ponder on my achievements
in the past 17 years...
well... it may not be academically well...
but i'm achieved a lot...
got the first medal with my hard work
got my name in the list of top 8 schools in
national level for badminton
together with the team
act out in a play in primary school...
that was the first i acted... hahaha...
and the female lead leh... wahahahahahaha!
got myself good results for sec 4...
3rd position in class just brush past me...
argh...
wasted.... hai...
nvm... keke... as long as i work hard,
more achievements will be on the way...
wahahahahahaha!
spoke at : 12:53 PM
Friday, February 03, 2006
i not stupid too!
i not stupid too!
a very good show!
cried till my eyes are swollen!
OMG!
i strongly recommend this movie....
wahahahaha..
went to school to clarify some queries...
and indeed,
i've learned new things...
wahahaha...
THANKS alot!;P
was thrashing out my displeasure
in front of someone...
i feel so great!
and also, had a hearty chat today...
hahaha...
there's laughter, displeasure
and confusion... wahahahahaha!
there're lots of work to do
this weekend...
report and reports... can faint...
yu sheng was scheduled to be this coming sunday..
i hope i'm able to finish my stuff
by this sunday...
i was reminded to do my revision hw
again and again...
ok lah... since you say it,
i'll do it... all for my own good
i know... keke...
spoke at : 8:38 PM
Thursday, February 02, 2006
again
again
irritating incident happened again!
the behaviour was so nonchalent
indulging in a world of fiesta..
lying through the teeth...
cravings for outsiders' feasts
why would i be bother with the appearance of such behaviour?
cos it had seriously disrupted the
way i live!
my principles and my style!
i won't tolerate with this behaviour and attitude...
just get lost...
get out of my sight
you're dirtying my vision...
a 'no' for feasts was never heard....
instead, barking like a little pup waiting for rewards
was always around every corner...
is there such a person exist?
is it a imaginery person?
well...
that's for me to know
for you to find out!
spoke at : 11:34 PM
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
new look!
new look!
how's the new look?
a plain foolscape paper as the background.. keke
but.. it's vertical..
i would prefer it to be horizontal... hai...
but nvm... i still like it very much...
simple and sweet... hee
spoke at : 10:08 PM
don't assume
don't assume
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
mm... won't be blogging something good today... keke...
i keep getting flashbacks
on a private conversation with Ms Paua
the more i thought about it,
the angrier i get...
i hope heaven's on my side....
i don't want things to turn out this way...
i'm forced to...
there's an incident which made me see through
everything...
greedy,selfish
that's what i saw...
and also calculative...
oh ya! a mobile sensor for food
i should say...
a new year resolution advice:
do a self-reflection!!!!!
spoke at : 2:12 PM